Who the hell want my isqh so early in the morning..i pressed the red button nd snooze the alarm…and again went in sleeping mode…..
Again “ishq ishq” started…this time the sound nd lyrics were different…as it was Chinese phone so the sound was too high but if somebody heard that sound of song, i’ll be badly punished….because the lady in the song was making sound like a porn star do….i immediately woke up and stopped the alarm….
Ohhhh shit..it’s 6:30, again i m late…i came down from my bed and briskly did all my work what we do in moring time……
Maa i am going to computer class…no no i won’t take the breakfast, i m already late today..bbyeee…
I called Rahul when i was on the way to his house.."My heart beats fast whenever I see you" pick up the phone idiot…..
fucker,where are you? You saw the time! We are already late,come quick. I am waiting here…i replied…….
I was at kishore house that time which is our meeting point,as like lover’s point where couples meet, we also have our meeting point where we all meet before going somewhere….
Both of us were ready and were waiting for these three stupids prince,Rahul nd my lazy brother shubham…..
“Kishore” i shouted where is our hitman prince..
He’ll join us at the class, he replied and came downstairs…
(Rahul and shubham had also arrived there)
Let’s goo, i said..
Hey Shivam look at your beards,isn’t it so wierd..i mean u should tream it because it grown too and make you look like an uncle,isn’t it kishore?? Rahul taunted and asked kishore…
I think he loves when somebody call him uncle, kishore smiled and supported rahul….
I like beard and also it's on demand(hehe)..i replied and smiled..by the way nice rhym rahul “beard-wierd”…
(With such more conversation, we reached to our class)
I opend the door and enterd the class with my gang…every eyes were on us as like we were celebrites..
Wow! Wht a great feeling! Isn’t it kishore…. I said
you fucker !look how teacher is staring at us as if he’ll kick us out..
We took the last seat but were sitting just next to each other as we usually do….
I took rahul phone and logged in my instagram…ohh it’s been 18hrs i didn’t talk to siya….i whispered
Were that ur father who logged in at my house in the morning shivam? bustard kishore taunted….
Hahaha….Rahul burst out
Anyway leave it, i have some work so i logging in and nothing else….i replied and ignored
Ya ya.. i know your work my son …this time rahul started..
Can’t u guys mind your own work? Focus on his lecture instead of watching me…I shouted on both of them…
Aww how beautiful she looks…hello good morning dear…. i sent the text
Kishore look at his important work"good morning dear”..rahul again taunted….
Brother i have some doubts so i am asking her… this time i smiled….
Hello.. she replied..
How’s you..? I asked…
Fine and you? She asked
Before 5 min i wasn’t fine but now feeling good…..
Hehehe…she replied with blushing emojiis.
Hey! Are u going somewhere for ur CA course..? I asked
Yaa i m going on 22nd may to Ahmadabad and where you going for CA….
you know because of financial issue i had to changed my mind and decided to fill the form next year….i replied
Ohhh! Don’t worry everything will be fine…she consoled me
you are going next week na,on 22nd may…okk. i said…
Are you…..she replied
What happen? I surspringliy asked
Today is 22nd and i m leaving today at 5:30pm..idiot, she replied
Whhh…what..you are going today, noooo…isn’t it too early… i texted
What noooo and what so early..half of the year passed..she replied..
Yaa i know, but you are going away from me.. i replied in sorrow as something of me is going away from me
I have to go na shivu..for study…she replied
Okk which train, timing,compartment and seat no..i asked all these frequently…
H..heyy..wa…wait..stop this rapid fire…did you plan to kidnap me?hehe..she replied..￼￼￼
(I want to retain you forever in my life)…..I whispered
No no i m just asking…i replied
Okk train is at 5:30 and name sabarmati express.. and i’ll inform you the comparment no. And seat no. Okk fine na…now i have to goo.. you know to pack some stuff…bbye and take care..
Hey listen! Promise me one thing..I texted
What? She replied…
you are going to new place and I know our bond is not of that type you know..so in the new city you'll get new friends and may be you get someone more special because you are soooooooooooooooo beautiful but Please then don’t stop talking to me…
Awww..why would I stop..ok I promise I won’t..fine na.now bbyee
(Couldn't she say I won’t get anyone because I have you in my life)...I whispered
Okk bbye nd take care…..I replied
I logged out, gave rahul’s phone and sat silently in last seat..i was sad that time not becauuse she was going but because if she get someone how would I live without her…now my eyes won’t search my girl when i’ll cross from her streets…why she is going….i was talking to myself…
Kishore! What did he taught? I asked..
you keep on surfing, idiot..he taught several formulas of excel..its too tough bro…he replied
Same here..its too taugh bhai…i replied
Tough? Did you saw what he taught? He asked…
Then what tough.?Are you alright??
Nope bhai, she is going…i said
Who? He asked…
Siya yaar…i replied….
where?? …he asked
siya is leaving today, how would I live without her...with emotion in my voice I talked to kishore
Let the class over, we'll talk later..okay, he replied
Okk.. but when will he stop these all bullshit excel formulas￼￼, isn’t it too much today..i can’t tolerate him anymore.￼￼.i am going stop him now..i replied￼
Wait idiot…he tried to stop me￼￼
“Excuse me sir”.. i interrupted and stood up..￼￼
Shit, i heard kishore murmured….￼￼
Suddenly everyone turned around and gazing at me as i committed a blunder… but i igonerd￼ and continued….
Sir i think today we learned ￼some important formulas but if you continue teaching us￼..might we forget those.￼.so can you please wind up the class for today?..i asked like i was begging him to leave the class…￼￼
Do you guys agree with shivam?he asked￼
(Is he a fool￼￼? i mean who ask to a cat that do you want milk, dear sir students are like cat and vacation is like milk.. don’t ask just give them)….￼￼￼
Yes sir..everyone supported me as i expected…￼￼
Hehe…i knew this reply..thanku guys..i whisphered…￼
See,the magic in my voice￼￼.i said with cunning smile…..￼￼
One by one, students started leaving the class￼….we also went towards the stairs and came down.￼….and when we reached down i made a huddle of 5people ￼￼￼￼￼as if we were indian cricket team and were planning to win the match.. and i was like MSD￼..hehe￼￼
Guys listen…i started..￼
Meet me at 5:00pm at kishore’s house and listen please don’t be late,sharp at 5;00 pm…please brother…i completed my words….￼￼
Are we going to meet someone special or going in a party? Prince asked in exictment…..￼￼￼
Nope brother, not to meet someone,just to….i stopped and made my face￼￼
Just to what?he asked￼
siya is leaving today for Ahmadabad and i want to meet her last time.. because may be she'll get someone there….i replied in sorrow..￼￼￼
What last time idiot! She is yours..he said as he was sure that she is actually mine….￼￼
Ohhh bhai..i wish if she were think like you￼￼￼…but,.. i hugged prince…
So guys..it’s final at 5:20 we’ll be at station because train is on time and i don’t want to miss this chance…please dear don’t be late..i folded my hands and requested them…￼￼￼￼
Hey! Shivam what are you doing, idiot…don’t worry we won’t late….￼￼
Okk..by the way rahul was right,i should tream my beards because its too weird…you know yesternight maa was saying this too…i smiled and said…￼￼￼￼
Ohho..now i am right but you like your beards na, you said in the morning…Rahul smiled and taunted…￼￼
Brother,for me…￼nothing is more important than your happiness…you wanted me to tream, i.will do it today..don’t worry, i laughed…￼￼￼
Hahaha… chutiya(bustard) for me.. Rahul laughed…￼￼
Let’s go now! I have lot of work to do…i said and went ahead…bbye guys￼￼..don’t be late… shubham let's go bhai..i called my brother and we both went away…￼￼
Will you give some gifts￼? He asked￼
Not at all…she will be with her mom..i’ll just see her and that’s it..i replied..￼￼
(With such conversation,we reached home)I opend the door and ran towards the washroom to pour some water on my face because it was too hot￼￼ day..uff..￼￼
Later on..i started doing my rest of work￼… and gradually i did all those works of mine and now free.￼￼.. what’s the time now!! I murmured… ￼
I saw it was 3:30 pm, ohh now only 2hrs i’ve to wait to see her after 1year 1month and 25 days..i was so exicted…￼￼￼
I logged in and saw her message..￼
AC-1.. and don’t enter i’ll come outside…
Okk..i replied and logged out..￼
What you doing shivam?.maa￼ entered in the room
Maa you were saying yesterday i should Tream my beards..so i m going now..bbye..￼￼
Listen beta..its too hot ￼￼now..tream it next day..okk come and sit…. she suggested￼
Noo.. maa i can’t wait.￼..ahh i mean we can’t stop our work just because of hot summer..i replied like a preacher ￼and went on..byee maa￼￼
Within 5 min..i reached to salon..luckily no one else was there…Bhaiya can you tream my beards plz..? I asked￼
Come inside..brother..he welcomed me..
But listen something different this time, you know I'll meet her today￼..i smiled and said.￼
Hehe bhai…just give me time and see how i tream…he replied..￼￼
He started his work and in 15 min he was done..it was then 4:10 in the clock..i gave him rs50 and thanked him for his good job..￼￼
After a while, i reached home but this time i was late..ohh shit,its 4:30pm ￼￼i have only 30min￼ left to meet them..
I opened the door￼ and again ran towards the bathroom…
Maa, put my towel on the doo￼r plzz… i shouted..
Wow! New soap..who bought this..”CINTHOL” let’s use it,will think later who’s soap is this??…. i rub it on my body and bathed properly..￼ i must say, it was nice smell..￼￼
After 10min i came out and quickly comb my hairs,wore my jeans and sandle but where is my shirt..i questioned myself￼...
Maa, have you seen my red shirt.. i called her..￼
I pressed it for you..she smiled and said….￼
But her smile put me in doubt..why did she smile? Ohh He must be shubham who opened his mouth…fuck is he an idiot!!..￼￼
Thanku maa… i smiled and turn around…￼￼
Hey!bhaijii..were you missing me?? With cunning smiled shubbam said….￼
Are you an idiotic nut... bustard!?.. i shouted
Will talk later..let’s go,you are already late…its 5:05pm now…shubham replied
Ohh shit..i ran quickly and stepped out of my house….
(After 10 min)
Listen guys..i am sorry.. let’s go now we are late brother… i am sorry.. i aplogize
Without wasting time,we reached at 5;25pm at the station…￼.ohh only 5 min are left and the most awaited ￼moment of my life will come after 5min…
“For your kind information please,train￼ no. 33251,shabarmati express from dbg to Ahmadabad via laherisarai,samstipur and (so on)... ….. is coming on platform no. 1… i heard the announcement..￼
My heart￼ started beating fast..hey shivam! How will you react? Will you say hii/hello? Or will you sake hand?? A series of several question were coming in my mind…￼￼
Bhai,"how will she look” i asked kishore…￼￼
“sexy” …Rahul replied￼￼
Chutiya,mind your language she is your brother's wife..i smile and said…￼￼
Which compartment she is in? Shubham asked..
AC-1, she’ll come outside, she restricted me to enter because of her mom…
Finally, the train￼ reached to the station… i was standing at middle of the station￼ but the train didn’t stop where i was standing and took ac-1 coach at a far distance away from me….￼￼
Fuck! Chutiya driver..i said and started running ￼￼very fast without thinking that i might collapse with someone because there was rush ￼￼at the station…. but i continued because train stand for 2min here…..￼
While running i collapsed with a rod but who cares for pain that time… i continued my running￼ as if i’ll get a gold medal after this…. but she is more than a gold medal…￼￼
Finally i reached there nd standing before ac-1, but she was still inside the train….￼￼
Ohhh c’mon siya, we have only 1 min left… come out please..i beg you… i wish i could enter in the comapartment but she restricted me￼.. fuck… ￼￼
I was talking to myself..
My freinds were standing at some distance away from me..￼￼
Plzzz siya… i beg you my love please come…i just want a single glimpse of yours..plz na… i was soo emotinal that time, but still my eyes not filled with tears..thank god….￼￼
Only 30sec left..plz na siya..come na …okk fine… i won’t hug you not even sake hand but plZ, it’s been a long time i have not seen you…plz aa jao(come out).￼. this time i saw a drop of water on my hands..￼ohh no..i quickly clean the water in my eyes… ￼
Now.. countdown begins 5, 4,3,2,1.. and train started moving… hey gadhi c’mon don’t do this to me.. you promised you will come..￼￼￼
Aa jao na plz… this time i couldn’t control my emotion and that situation watered my eyes but thank to my glasses… that nobody could see it….￼￼￼￼
Now the train has gone…i turned back ,saw my freinds.. they were also emotional.. and rahul this time a lil more emotional ￼..
You know guys its been 1 year 1 month and 25 days… i haven’t seen her…i said￼
Then you should have entered in the compartment, you fucking idiot… rahul scolded me…
I was silent and reached to my home…
I opened the door￼, ate chapati and daal and went to my bed…
I switched off the light and dark the room…￼￼
Alexa! Play arijit singh sad songs…￼
Okk! It resopned..
“Pass aaye duriya fir bhi kam na hui” ohh no not this time.. i shouted￼￼
Change the track..i ordered
Okk! It said
“Mahi mainu chhadyo naa
Ke tere bin dil naiyo lagna
Jithe vi tu chalna ae
Maahi main tere pichhe pichhe chalna”
With tears in my eyes… i slept and went to my dream world where she is only mine… i love you siya……….￼￼￼￼